I’m Back! The Challenges of Life can be hard!

Happy Holidays and Fashion wishes to you and your family. When I tell you it has been a struggle for me this year. Sometimes I just don’t know if I should stop or to keep going. There are times when I just feel like it’s not my season and if it’s my season why in the world am I feeling the way I feel.

I can honestly say that things can come your way and block the many blessing that is coming your way if you don’t keep your mind focus and centered around GOD. I know that in a previous post that I mentioned that Depression is real and that it can affect anyone. Well; that is true. I am fighting hard to not allow the spirt of Depression to come in front of me.

One thing I did was to keep saying to myself that I trust you GOD. If you can’t do it; it can’t be done. You know and I know that the little voice comes quick and heavy and it whispers in your ear and mind every second of the day; and that voice keeps saying over and over: “It’s never going to happen” ; “GOD does not love you”; “Your life is not worthy”; “You don’t deserve it”; “Just give up”; “It’s never going to work”; and this is the one that keeps me crying over and over again, “ Look they have what you have and you are working harder than them.” I tell you I hate it when that voice comes.

Right Now the struggle for me is that I just dont see the push that I am looking for. But it takes a strong individual to keep pushing until something happens. For me; that is what I am doing. I am never going to give up and what I am working hard for and looking for in life is coming and that makes me work harder with determination. I speak daily; GOD keep me focus on you.

Let tell you what happened to me one day. One Afternoon I was sitting in my car just crying. I did not know what bought that cry on. I did not care if the person next to me was watching me or not, but I tell you it was a heavy spirt that I could not control. But something happened. I heard a voice tell me that My parents were having a ball and you should enjoy life. A long story short; I loss my parents and the holidays have never been the same for me. But when I tell you that voice was so real it was like I was talking to my husband. That is when I realized that GOD is truly real and he is watching over me. So that lets me know that I must continue to do what I am doing in life and know that GOD is working behind the scenes in my life.

We know that in a movie or video the most important people are those who are working behind the scenes. They are the ones who makes it happen. So to tell you this is to let you know that no matter what you are going through know that GOD is listening to our requests, and he knows the struggles and pains we are going through. Continue to stay focus on him.

I love listening to Joyce Meyers Ministers Podcast (Enjoying Everyday Life) every morning and one episode she was talking about Trusting GOD when you don’t Understand. She mentioned that when you hear that voice of Negativity you repeat I trust you GOD. Trust GOD and Do Good.

For 2024; Every day I will be speaking “I Trust you GOD” and I will do good. If you are going through the same thing, I am going through Let’s work together to say we trust GOD and after speaking these words lets continue to do good.

Together we can fight that demon of Depression and Doubt. We can WIN , WIN ,WIN .

Remember you are beautiful from your heads to your toes and you are loved. You are loved by me but most of GOD you are loved by GOD.